being in the shadow of soon-coming-but-who-knows-when Big Grief since june 2023 (after actually grieving for the first time the prior fall) has changed my relationship to death in a remarkable and irrevocable way and it used to make me feel horribly alien and out-of-step with other humans even more than i already was, and it still does sometimes, but i also would never want to go back to how i felt before somehow. i think about death every single day and not just in the suicidal sense. i guess i don’t understand feeling primarily negative about death as a concept 🤷🏻♀️ but it’s more complicated than that
it’s actually really funny to see people mourning david lynch in the sense of “GONE TOO SOON HE SHOULD STILL BE ALIVE”… i think you need to go watch his work again LOL i really mean that
“Cats are horrible pets because they will eat you if you die in your apartment” Yes! This is why every morning when I wake up, I thank my cat for not killing and eating me in my sleep! It is so wonderful to know an animal of such restraint and mercy!! 😃
I fucking hate seattle man. the liberals have built a living superstructure that towers over the city and covers the sky in rain and fog. I’m fuckin moving to the countryside
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