it’s possible my mom has flail arm syndrome (variant of ALS) in which case her prognosis may be more like 5 years… i don’t want to get my hopes up for anything, ultimately i just want her to experience as little suffering as possible and enjoy her life, i just hope she can still talk for a few more years. it’s going to be so hard after that i can hardly think about it. i think she wants to die before it gets to like, impossible-to-function levels of bad… i’m just trying to live with “2 years” in my mind as the concept right now and if we get more than that i’ll just be thrilled
biannual post where i remind everyone that anon messaging is an inherently chaotic system and you should turn it off if you regularly receive hate mail. in real life there is no way for people to come up and say these spineless things to you without their real faces attached. it’s not natural and that’s why they act so cruel. please stop letting total strangers treat you horribly, turn it off, your life will get better lol when you regularly receive hate anons it fucks with your head, it creates feelings of doubt and inadequacy that simply DO NOT need to exist. sorry if i sound really obsessed with this but i truly believe a lot of people would stand to improve their mental health from taking this advice
You’re one of the people who’ve been sending hate to me and wishing death on my fiancé and future children sooooooo
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